My oldest brother bribed me for sex when I was 14 y/o and got away with it

2021.12.08 11:03 mushroomkitty444 My oldest brother bribed me for sex when I was 14 y/o and got away with it

At a very young age my oldest brother who was 5 years older than me would pull me aside somewhere private and stick his hands in my underwear and would squeeze the chubby part of my vagina. Multiple times infact, he made it seem like it was a funny brotherly love thing, because as a child I was okay with it. He stopped until I hit puberty at 10 years old. Later on when I was 14, I wasn’t allowed to have a phone so I got one from a friend and hid it from my parents. I was very attached to it because I also wasn’t allowed to go out much so I would stay on it all day in my room with the door locked. One day my mom calls my brother and asks what I’m up to and he says she’s hiding in her room as usual so she suspected I was doing something I wasn’t supposed to leading my brother to unlock my door and barge in while I’m using it. He took it from me and told me he was going to tell my mom when she got home from work. I’ve always been very shy and not good with confrontation so I didn’t beg him not to tell her, plus he’s an asshole of a brother and wouldn’t let me keep it anyway. I wrote a note saying “please don’t tell mom, I know all the things that will happen if she finds out and I don’t want to get hurt. ill do anything" yes, "ill do anything" not expecting him to write back asking to give him head… i was young and gullible obviously. I have no recollection of what happened after the sexual contact… he let me keep my phone, and then we acted like nothing happened around our family. i don’t remember crying or anything, I just wanted my phone back and thats all. Mind you I’ve never done any sexual activities before, I was in middle school. I always felt extremely uncomfortable around him after and would dodge him anytime he passed by me. Almost a year goes by but I’m still 14, he messages me on Facebook messenger asking to have sex for $60. I really wanted the money to buy another phone off someone because I was using a shitty tablet with low space (like that even matters) and we’ll I told him yes. Later that night when everyone was asleep, I lost my virginity to my oldest brother. Do you know how bad I want to kill myself sometimes? When I turned 15 I got a boyfriend and told him only that my brother asked me for sex… he forced me to tell my mom and they sent him to a psychiatric hospital for 2 months. My father wanted a dna test to see if anything actually happened and my mom yelled at him for even questioning that to me. I can’t continue typing this because I’m too ashamed. What the fuck do I with myself? I’m never telling any immediate family or friends about this. I’m afraid to see a psychiatrist because I feel like they would do something about it and I would lose my relationship and many others. I want him in jail but instead he’s starting a life with a woman that has a 13 year old daughter… I never even got the money either.
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2021.12.08 11:03 throwawaydramabitch I still love my crush

(Throw away account)
My crush (C) is a friend of mine, he's dating another friend of mine (F). I am happily taken by my boyfriend, he doesn't know i have feelings for C
I thought i got over C, i thought i no longer feel anything but friendship towards him. But he when he gets close to me i can hear my heart race, i can feel myself blush. I hate it, i hate it so much. He doesn't love me, i know i shouldn't love him. I hate this feeling, i can't tell him without ruining our friendship and i can't tell F because he's her boyfriend, i refuse to tell my bf because this is the happiest I've been with someone
I hate this, i don't want to love him anymore but something is refusing to let go of him. I can't stand it, i just want to go back to seeing him as just a friend
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2021.12.08 11:03 Weird-Construction-2 I got this today before take the picture

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2021.12.08 11:03 NightHunter909 thoughts? (sorry junya lovers)

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2021.12.08 11:03 Realshawshank Cheating on Snapmap???

I’m not too familiar with Snapchat but think my gf might be cheating based on her snap map. She works at a condo in the evenings and when she’s supposed to be off let’s say 5 hours ago she appears “6 hours ago in…” at the location of her job with Z’s and wearing pajamas. Does this mean she’s sleeping at that location? Do you think she might be cheating? How does it work?
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2021.12.08 11:03 LazyLightning32191 My Favorite Year (Peter O'Toole)

This is one of the most beautiful little films I know of. I've seen it 4 times and it makes me so goddamn happy every time.
What other movies can you recommend that are like this? What other O'Toole movies can you recommend. I've seen Lawrence of Arabia, Venus, Rogue Male, Last Emperor, Murphy's War, The Stunt Man. Oh, and King Ralph. Haha.
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2021.12.08 11:03 trailer8k AI writing batman script

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2021.12.08 11:03 Intrepid-Cry-9977 scientist discovers that there is a green vegetable that ignites type 2 diabetes (see which one)

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2021.12.08 11:03 ItsYaBoiSnakon winsound plays error sound instead of the file

import winsound
winsound.PlaySound('ping.wav', winsound.SND_FILENAME)
Somehow, this still plays the standard windows erropopup sound, not the actual file
Yes, the script and the .wav are in the same folder
If someone knows the fix for this, please let me know.
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2021.12.08 11:03 fanficwriter1994 Fanficwriter1994’s “Perpetual Series Work Challenge”


  1. You must choose 3 or more Series with 3 or more Jumps which relate directly to the core content of the series (Yugioh Jumps must be about the card game, Pokemon Jumps about, well, Pokemon etc.)
  2. You must go through at least 3 applicable Jumps from the chosen series in order of their source material age, timeperiod they take part in, or based on the earliest time period available in the jumps as a basis for their order.
  3. A Series can be a sub-set of another series of jumps, such as dividing Fate/Stay Night Jumps between Grail War based Fate Jumps and the Fate Legends series of Jumps. Furthermore, related but not intrinsically connected series are also separate from one another, such as the Fate series being part of the Type-Moon Jumps series but not related to Kara no Kyokai or Tsukihime in terms of being a series.
  4. You cannot spark until you have completed all chosen series.
  5. You must engage in the plot of the jump you’re in, such as accompanying Ash in the Pokemon Anime, going through the plot of the games in the Pokemon Trainer Jump, or saving the world in Pokemon Mystery Dungeon for a few examples.
  6. You must take one series as early as you can.
  7. You may choose to remove your own Setting Knowledge for the duration of a series, losing all knowledge of past, present or future events your in-jump self or experience from past jumps of the series wouldn’t provide, for a 500 CP permanent boost but this will apply in all jumps.
  8. If you have no Companions or don’t import any you are given a +400 CP boost as compensation during Series only, however if you do not import them at the earliest possible convenience then you cannot import them at any time during the jumps of that series.
  1. Your chain starts with 1500 CP in each jump.
  2. For every Series chosen beyond the first 3 you gain 300 CP on top of the 1500 starting CP.
  3. You may take a Frontload of 2 Jumps with the above CP total as your Bodymod. Perks cannot bring you above planetary levels of power, make you immortal, Omnipotent, Omniscient or divine.
  4. You can exchange the 500 CP you’d gain from adding another series to instead gain another Jump to add onto your frontload but these must be of those beyond the first 3 series chosen.
  5. Importing Companions costs no CP but you are restricted to importing a total of 8 companions.
  6. You may choose to take “Generic First Jump”, “Generic Virgin Jump” and “Generic First Gauntlet” before the first Series you have chosen.
  7. You may end a Jump at any point after the plot with the latest being 10 years or when the plot ends excluding Epilogues.
  8. After finishing a series you may choose to go to a non-serial jump before the next series but only one Jump.
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2021.12.08 11:03 realbulldops Can someone explain why NFTs in gaming will be big?

Can someone explain why they think NFT in gaming will be big?
I just saw a post in the gaming subreddit which advocated against using the NFT marketplace of Ubisoft. This makes sense as it is a centralized video game company hoping to make more money off of its users; but the sentiment was clear in this post: these gamers do not want NFT’s. They don’t like the increased monetization of a hobby which should be detached from the monetary system as much as possible. People have seen the gaming industry go to shit due to a focus on making money with cosmetics instead of a focus on game quality. How will the future of video game quality look if there is even more focus on money and cosmetics?
One of the counter-arguments I can already think of is that the gaming community and people in general have a twisted understanding of what NFTs are and what they can be. Personally I don’t really know in what way they can improve or damage the gaming industry. I just know that companies like EA have left gamers sour, and rightfully so. What I do understand is that instead of owning video game assets through a centralized exchange, you now have certifiable ownership of a unique NFT which transcends the video game itself.
What does everyone think of the current public image of NFTs?
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2021.12.08 11:03 Owl_Minimum Add me for raids 😄✌🏼✌🏼

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2021.12.08 11:03 ThatsMyMuffin Where to volunteer?

What's up Orlando. I was wondering if anyone knew of any places that I would be able to volunteer at before the year ends. I have paid volunteer hours at my new job and would hate to see them go to waste. I tried the food bank near downtown but all of the shifts are full for the rest of the year. Any ideas would be great. Thanks!
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2021.12.08 11:03 therobynsnest My Buttercream Hippopotamus Cake 🤤 Do you want a Hippopotamus for Christmas? 🎅🎄🤣

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2021.12.08 11:03 rocki-i Woman 21, lost a tooth after being punched by man for rejecting him.

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2021.12.08 11:03 OdBx My skorpekh destroyer cult

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2021.12.08 11:03 megz1919 Therapist won’t let me stop my sessions- please help

Thanks for any help in advance:
I reconnected with an old therapist via telehealth during covid. She was somewhat helpful in my early 20s when I saw her in person.
Now, I’m 36 and I do not feel she’s doing anything at all for me, and she’s actually made some comments that were extremely insulting. (Ie. I had an abortion and she said I must have wanted to get pregnant….!?!?)
Additionally, I pay out of pocket $225 / session and it’s kind of killing my finances. I attempted to stop my sessions and told her that (leaving out the part about how I’m not happy with services anymore) and she wrangled me into continuing. She’s also charged me twice now for appointments that I cancelled way in advance.
Please help me figure out how to end this. I need some ideas on the best way to go about it without being a total asshole.
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2021.12.08 11:03 potato_Man104 I made a photo of this Pandemic ( Brunei together, Strong Together )

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2021.12.08 11:03 ChrisL2346 George Strait - It Just Comes Natural [Country] Albums that help you.
So recently I’ve been going through it but the album mentioned above has helped me quite a bit and keeps my sadness at bay at least while I listen to it.
What albums have helped you during any hard times in your life?
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2021.12.08 11:03 CrazyCatLadysmells Biggie was helping me play video games. He likes zombies and the warmth of the lamp.

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2021.12.08 11:03 theonlywayisupwards Creating scalable microservices for practice?

I'm interested in learning how to make scalable micro services, using Java + Spring Boot. The issue is, I want to run multiple services, and multiple instances of them. I also want Redis caching, databases, a load-balancer and a gateway. I read you can simply use AWS/Azure/GCP, but I have a spare PC with 32GB RAM and 8 cores, and my laptop has 32GB with 10 or 12 cores, which I'd like to use to avoid paying for servers.
How do I go about this? I know there is docker, but that would be local. I'm looking to simulate a real network if that's possible? I could potentially deploy to my spare PC if possible, but would I be able to simulate a whole network of instances, databases etc on it?
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